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My Story
by Dave Juliano
It started when I was three years old. One night I awoke to find a small child-like figure in my bed with me. He was about 2 feet tall and had the features of a small child, but its head was swollen well beyond a normal size. It was wearing a blue gown with the hands not visible at the end of the sleeves. It was moving its mouth and talking in gibberish. The figure was as real as I was, and it was surrounded by a kind of glowing haze. I ran to my parents’ bedroom and woke up my dad, but, of course, he told me to go back to sleep. So I returned to my room and now the figure was standing on my bed. I grabbed a pillow and covered my face and jumped on the bed. It was gone. That started something that would last the next 26 years.

I’ll condense the years up until 1990. Those appearances, while still frightening, never really made me feel threatened. During this period, which included teenage years, I saw the figure with the same frequency. My bedroom is located at the end of a hallway with 2 other bedrooms before mine. At the other end of the hallway is a landing that blocks the view to the steps. From my bed I could look out my door and down the hall to the landing and the top of the steps. I always knew right before the figure would appear, because the hair on the back of my neck would stand up and I would get uncontrollable chills. The figure would then appear either on top of the landing or come around the base of the landing and start down the hall toward my room. It never seemed to pay any attention to the other rooms at all. I would normally panic and either shut my door or run into my parents’ room and sleep on the floor. Imagine finding your 18 year old son curled up on your bedroom floor when you wake up in the morning. My parents and sister didn’t really fully believe that I was seeing this apparition. I also would stay up late, being the night person that I am, and watch TV. In my living room, we have the stairs that lead up to the 2nd floor. It has a wooden railing on it that goes the length of the last 4 steps. I would often see the figure on the steps watching me from the 3rd or 4th step and then disappear. The only real changes during this time period were that the figure was losing its color and becoming more transparent.

Now things will change drastically. A neighbor, with some knowledge of this sort of activity, told me to confront the figure and tell it to leave and never come back. I was to tell it that I was its power source and I was shutting off the power. I did this and enjoyed about a year of no sightings. Around this time, I told the story to my girlfriend of the time. She thought that its description sounded like a baby with water on the brain and still wearing its gown from the hospital. She thought that it was a lost soul trying to contact me to help it with some task, so that it could finally rest in peace. I started to look into the house’s history and my family’s. The house sits on land that was farmland and a dirt road only 150 years ago. The land was owned by one man and he had his farm and homestead around the area of my house (the main house of his estate is one block from my house and is still standing) My house is 40 years old and we are the 2nd family to live in it. The couple before us had no children that we know about. I have a sister 3 years younger than me and no other siblings. I have asked my parents if they had a child that died that I was unaware of, but they didn’t. So after all my checking, I found nothing that could explain the apparition.

After a week of thinking about the interpretation my girlfriend had given, guilt of banishing the figure overcame me. I asked it to come back one night and told it I would help it. The very next night the sightings started again , but with much greater intensity. I can say now, NEVER do what I did, once it’s gone, let it stay gone. The sightings would happen more frequently and sometimes they would terrify me. The figure looked the same but something was very different. I was sure what it was, but now there was another force in addition to the familiar figure. I began to see small black colored creatures which I can only describe as imps. They were solid black, 1-2 feet tall and ran around on all fours. They appeared mostly in the living room and coming from the hall closet.

Now to explain the rest of the house set up that pertains to the story. The man that lived here before us started to dig out a basement, but he never completed it. All that remains is a 3-4 foot crawl space accessible from outside the house. The hall closet was to be the stairs down to the basement. He had started making the stairs going down but he boarded it all up when he stopped digging the basement. The stairs going up to the 2nd floor are directly over the would-be basement step and the hall closet. So there are 2 ways from inside the house to access the crawl space, if you really wanted to, rip up the 3rd or 4th step of the stairs or knock out the back of the closet. I began to make the connection between where the figures appeared and where the access ways were.

The sightings got more intense and sometimes they even drove me from my house. Normally, my dog would sense the small figure and act funny when it was around, but now when the imps appeared my dog would be in a very deep sleep and I could never wake him up. I would either leave the house and stay over at a friends. Sometimes I would be knocking on her door at 2 a.m. terrified. Other times, if I was able to get between them and the steps, I would make a run for it to my room or my parents’ room, because, even these creatures would not venture in the bedrooms. My mother was noticing my moods and I had told her about the new happenings so she told me to get her the next time I saw the figure or imps. The next time I saw the figure upstairs coming down the hall, I ran into her room and woke her up. I led her out into the hall where the figure still was. I pointed to it and it began to back away and go down the steps. I chased it down to the 3rd step where it vanished. While she could not see it, she could tell by my eye movements that I was watching something moving across the hall and steps. I think that’s when my family started to believe a little.

I became used to these new additions because they never did any harm but they did make me feel very uneasy. The figure was becoming even more transparent. Certain lamps in the house would go on and off by themselves often with other witnesses around. I would hear the TV go on in the middle of the night when I knew no one was downstairs. I had theorized that the figure needed help to appear because it was slowly fading away. I assumed the imps were helping him, but the figure was still fading. I was waiting for a new addition to the cast, so the figure could still appear, since I still hadn’t figured out what it wanted me to do.

The sightings stopped again for a few months. I spoke with a parapsychologist , but then decided to leave well enough alone. I didn’t want things getting worse. I decided to go into the crawl space and check out the area under the stairs. I took my dog down there with me and I crawled to the area. There had not been anyone under there for years before this. I found an Old Maid playing card with not a bit of dust on it right under the 3rd step. We have wall to wall carpeting so this did not fall through the joints. I hadn’t seen that deck of cards for over 20 years, but here was one. It had one corner that looked like it had been dipped in acid, but the rest was in good shape. I took it and put in a pocket bible and put it in my car.

The sightings started again, only very small. I would call my girlfriend on the cordless phone and tell her it’s happening again and then walk upstairs while still on the phone with her. The next time was the worst of all. The figure appeared very bright, like it did years ago, but it didn’t look very happy. The imps appeared again but they were more bold this time. Then a 7 foot tall man- shaped black figure appeared. It looked like it was either made of smoke or some liquid. It looked semi-solid and you couldn’t see through it. At the same time, the room was filled with imps and a bearded old mans face took shape on the wall and started mumbling. The face was about 6 foot high and 4 foot wide. The familiar figure looked like it was sorry for doing this to me. I left the house and sat in my car until dawn.

I knew I had to confront this new entity and try to drive it away. I also figured that if it wanted me, it was going to get me either way, so I had nothing to lose. My sanity, life and maybe my soul were on the line and I honestly believed this was the only way to stop it before it branched out. I was the original power source, so I was going to shut off the power. The next night I prayed for protection and the strength to drive this evil away. I had a bible handy as I sat up as usual listening to my CD’s. About 2 a.m., I noticed my dog was in one of those deep, deep sleeps and I began to look around. The figure and the Tall black figure appeared along with the rest of the apparitions. I informed them in the calmest voice I could get at this time, that I was taking away their power and they had no hold on me or power over me. I told them I, my family and house was protected by God and they could not harm us. I walked right past the tall figure and the imps moved out of my way. I walked right up the steps and never looked back.

That was about 2 years ago and I have not seen them since. We placed a bible on the stairs and a cross in the closet to block off their entrances. I still feel there is a presence there that tries to get me to let in it. I still hear bumping and walking around, but the apparitions are gone, banished to the crawl space I assume. They will not get another portal in here so they will remain there. We did have the house blessed years ago, every where except the crawl space. I think that might be the answer to end it all for good.

Footnotes 1998:
I have learned alot since I first put my story to paper. I now realize that many of my reactions to the majority of the encounters were, while natural, not necessary. The house was haunted by an earthbound spirit and when I had asked it to leave, it stopped contacting me, but was still there. It never harmed me and was only trying to get my attention. Because I didn’t understand what was happening, I reacted the way everyone else would, with fear. I did tell it it could come back and the way I did it caught the attention of other earthbound spirits in the area and one non human one. The majority of the experiences after I opened the door back up were with human spirits, some not as friendly as the original one who also came back. While there was one encounter with something I believe was a non human entity, the majority of the other spirits were earthbound human spirits. In regards to the black imps, let me just say that these may have been either type of spirit, I’m still not sure at this point. I have researched them further but I am unable to say with out a doubt that they were evil. I believe the tall black figure was evil though.

Lost…

Lost in the crowded world…
No time to see all well…
my writings pending..
my wish incomplete..
a tragedy unveiled…
when I recalled…how lost I was with all-
I don’t enjoy…
I crushed my dreams…
I missed my pen…
‘trust I’ll never do it again…
I want to be lost in true sense..
lost in beautiful thoughts…lost in the memory of my loved ones…
lost in the beauty of my words…lost in the world of someone special…

Do wait for me…my dear and near ones…
I’ll be back to never ever lose your company.

Regards
Anu

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Sunny Leone, Sahara Knite , Shabina a.k.a.Destiny Deville, Shakeela: Priya Trivedi , the famous Savita bhabhi they are all not only superstars they are famous superporn stars, their videos and article’s get more hits in day then any other celebrity articles, or information network.
Indian porn, a rage among voyeurs, As far as web brands go, ‘Indian porn’ has come to have a cult following in the country almost four years after an MMS sex clip of two Delhi teens found its way to the internet. Bored with professional pornography, voyeurs have latched on to internet sites and BitTorrent downloads for videos shot on the sly of women having sex with their partners, taking a shower in a hotel bathroom or trying dresses in a clothes store’s changing room.
Viewers prefer to watch real sex, as, such porn is a real steal for websites maximum numbers of they prefer these voyeuristic videos over the regular adult fare.”
While following the case of the 19-year-old Kandivili girl whose friends spiked her drink and made a sex video of her with their cell phones, the internet to be flooded with similar clips often posted with catchy headlines. In the case of the Kandivili girl, her MMS wasn’t uploaded online, but distributed among her college mates. There was a police complaint made by the girl…the rest has to follow as most victims don’t even know their privacy has been breached.
Pornography is becoming a home-grown industry; it is here—
It is not just feeding their fantasy; it is also redefining their intimacy.
Video rentals are the most common form of pornography while one in 10 porn-viewing women say they are willing to star in their own skin film given a chance. And some women are not even aware of what has happened.

Boys and Girls – Beware! There might be a camera around to disclose your privacy.
Your fun and intimate moments may lead to thousands of people’s fantasy.

http://anu1314.instablogs.com/entry/indian-porn-pornography-is-becoming-a-home-grown/

Popularity

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Popularity is the quality of being well-liked or common. Popularity figures are an important part of many people’s personal value systems, and forms a vital component of success in people-oriented fields such as politics.

We care for the opinion of people we don’t care for…:), can’t help smiling, but it is true, we all want to be popular, some want to be popular among friends /family/groups/etc. Even I want to be popular, infact I know ‘m popular, I have not convinced myself, I know I’m …Let me tell u how…. I have an interesting memory to share !

I had gone for a screen test; I introduced myself and was waiting for my line to rehearse, but to my surprise they started shooting questions, they asked me about my previous experience, actli’ I knew that was coming, I just smiled and said, I have an experience of 26 years, the director was little shocked and bit confused, a mixed reaction you know ^%#$!!!, He told me you are 26 years old, I have never seen u on screen, And you say you acted all your life, I knew he was really curious to know more…
I folded my hands behind, started staring at the corner…Flashback!
I started acting when I was born, as I cried that was first emotion when I saw the doctors, I was telling them take me to my mom’ then I started acting at home, for everything I wanted I cried, I smiled when I got it, I was the most chubbiest child in my neighborhood, so I was popular where I stayed as an healthy kid, I started going’ to school, lied to my teachers, made excuses to my mom, to get rid of homework’s and studies, made best friends to copy and pass in my exams, I must say they are my steps to success , made lot of friends, gained sympathy for money, when I was in college, so that I get benefited monetarily, physically, mentally, I did everything which made me happy, I was really popular wherever I went, so you see Mr. Director, I have gained lot of experience, I have only done acting all my life, and that’s what I’m doing in front of you…I have acted being good and bad , I’m a born actor, Born only to be big , famous and popular.

What do you think friends, Shud I be selected for the role?

Will the Director be annoyed, after listening to what I said?

‘m I not popular ? What do think about my story…? Your thoughts and suggestions will be appreciated .

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“Kishor Biyani …Hai Hai…Kishore Biyani Chor Hai….Kishore Biyani Murdabad”…….and on n ‘ on the crowd went…!
Who is Kishore Biyani ?
Kishore Biyani is the Managing Director of Pantaloon Retail (India) Limited and the Group Chief Executive Officer of Future Group.
Some one has also said- “Chandrashekhar (India)
22 days ago ( 2008-12-20 21:36:59 )
Mr. Kishor Biyani – BAD & UNETHICAL BUSINESSMAN
Let us add another award in profile of Mr. Kishor Biyani – BAD & UNETHICAL BUSINESSMAN FOR YEAR 2008. Also, change name of BIG BAZAAR to CHOR BAZAAR (as they are engaed in cheating, looting and fooling customers).”

Let’s continue with the ” hai..hai ” This is what I saw and heard yesterday in Kandivili (E) Big Bazaar, The customers were going mad at the customer service counter, people where promised gift , worth purchase of more then 1500/- and even more….the gifts were given according to the stickers the customer had collected, people had spent more than Rs. 6000/- to Rs.20,000/- , and were given 2 plastic bottles worth Rs. 5 and Rs. 10?- as gifts.

Ha..Ha.. ) How will you think the poor customers will react ? All have earned so many stickers spending their hard earned money to get gifts like plastic bottles , when they were promised oven , glassware, and many more…
People were angry and yelling at the customer service officer at the counter , suddenly a customer service lady interrupted the crowd with gr8′ attitude , yelling back at the crowd, telling them they can change the policies whenever they wish to, so the customer’s shud quietly take the plastic bottles and go ….literally she meant “Fuck Off” (apologies for the language) but that’s what she meant.
She just forget that the customers were abusing the services and not her , and she is there to resolve the problem and give a solution , and not throw attitude , somebody please tell her to quit , let a deserving candidate apply for the post, who can at least speak to the customers calmly and listen to them patiently…she was hiding her  identity card so that she shud not b identified by her name…how unprofessional , isn’t it?

Coming back to the plastic bottles, Oops! Gifts! Being Sunday , the place was crowded , one of the angry customer , went and decided to shut the cash counters and did so, then the main officer in charge of the place had to come down and request not to do so…
He was calling up the MNS Members to come and punish the staff members, but other customers consoled him and said, we will fight for our rights and find our way out, each customer standing there said , that they want a  written and stamped proof ,that their gifts will be home delivered , and they will get whatever is promised, the customer service guys easily and quickly agreed .

But, I could see a twinkle in their eyes, they were relaxed that they are Scot free , they knew the customers will no more yell, go home and they will never send the gifts…their cunning smile said it all.

Poor customers ..every time,they are the target , they are called “AAM AADMI” (Common People)…but excuse me!…we are not common , customers in books are the king, but these biggies will never treat them so…customers are treated as scapegoats and idiots, businessmen  like Kishor Biyania, politicians , terrorists… when will we raise our voice against all this corruption , Yes !!! one day.. and that is Sunday , we are angry and happy only on this day, The fight on Sunday is forgotten till the next weekend, It sounds funny but it is the fact and truth of evry commen man , cos’ all are busy in their life, if one day a common man , as we are called doesn’t earn , his/her whole month schedule is disturbed….

I want all common men to know, that they are special, please fight for your rights, please don’t let anyone take you for granted, We are all not influential , nobody is scared of us individually, but we can influence each other, together we can move mountains, join your hands for a corruption free country. I’m sure “No corruption will make India safe”

Regards,

Common Man

P.S:  Please comment and suggest  , if you are commen but Special! Let’s get united and defeat corruption !!

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banklogo1“Paisa sirf paisa nai hai….” A well known song from an Ad. Yup! No prizes or gifts for guessing it right. It is the ING Vysya Bank advertisement, I wait for a break in any serial or reality show to watch this Ad. It is indeed a Paisa Vasool Ad. I don’t know, how much it has benefited the Bank, but it has done wonders to my two year old neighbor , me and my family members. I just leave all my work to watch this beautiful promotion, the song is well sung , ‘just can’t help humming it the whole day.

I must say the people who have made this whole campaign , deserve a standing ovation! Hats Off Guys!!

‘Trust, I’m right friends, Do you think the same about this T.V Advertisement ?

Regards

Anu

HEY Guys! ……’Know …………….when your GIRL is…????

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When a GIRL is quiet,
That means millions of things are running in her mind.
Cos, shez’ not the one to keep quiet, when you nag!

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply,
That means it’s dangerous, Please beware!

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
Don’t try to fool her…fooling a girl, is fooling your own self!

When a GIRL answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
Please don’t leave her alone.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
Don’t break her heart buddy!

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing to be yours forever.
Please don’t deceive her!

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
And she deserves it from you!

When a GIRL sms’s you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
Do reply and feel the joy on her face!

When a GIRL says “I Love You”,
She really means it.
Don’t let her down, Dude!

When a GIRL says “She cannot live without you”,
She has made up her mind, that you are her future.
Lucky You!

When a GIRL says “I Miss You”,
No one in this world can miss you more than her…..
So you better know shez’ the best girl for you!

Hey Guys! I hope this can help you know your GIRL better.

Alen…I love you!!!

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Note : I was in standard sixth when I wrote this poem…:-)..Do read… just for fun.

It happened one day…
I met him on the way…
The wind was clam …
We met each other in the farm…

He saw me…
I saw him…
We exchanged smiles…
We were friends!

We met daily…
Our time passed gaily…
We chatted a lot…
About just here ‘n’ there…

I knew as days passed, he care..
That feeling which came to me was very rare…
We had a lot of things to share..
We made a very nice pair…

One day he said..
He had to leave…
He  had to join work…
He was in the army…

I was sad…
Somewhat, really mad…
But nothing I could do…
He had to move..

The day came he had to leave…
We kissed each other goodbye…
He was waiting for the bus…
Standing in a queue…

When I gathered all courage…
And shouted ….Wait!
Alen ! I love you……….I love you…

Suddenly there was a gap…shshshzzzzzzzz
When mom waked me up… from my study…
With really a tight slappppppp…………..:-)

-Anu

One doesn’t have to look like a super model to feel and look beautiful. All are different and unique in their own ways. Never feel low about the way you look. You are just superb!
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These tips and steps will help you to appreciate yourself more than you have been.
- Never let anyone judge your beauty, specially not your friends or close relatives, decide for yourself you can judge yourself better, just say you look good the way you are.
- Remember that beauty is not just looks; it is personality that most people are concerned
- Find confidence in yourself. You know you can do this and before going on anything else, your full potential booster is your confidence.
- Don’t envy anyone.
- Try not to compare yourself with others.
- Look in the mirror, look at others. You don’t look like them, they don’t look like you. You’re unique. No one else looks like you (unless you have an identical twin!!!), the only amazing you!
- Let go of all ideas that promise “beauty” and instead aim for health. Trim your hair if it will make it healthy, lose weight if it will make you healthy, use home made skin creams and toners to keep your skin healthy, or eat healthy foods to be beautiful. Respecting your health is a formula for beauty but also for success across the board, and this includes the respect for others. Beauty is a state of naturalness.
- Spend time with friends and family. Socialize! This will make you socially active, outgoing, and will add character and confidence.
- Find something that you can do well. It can be a hobby, volunteering, or even your job. There’s always something you can do and actually succeed in. Try to co-operate with others, and don’t be scared to ask for help. Be useful and productive!
- If someone compliments you because they think you’re good-looking or skillful, accept it!
- Distract people from what you don’t want them to see. If someone is busy being dazzled by your beautiful smile, they won’t notice that pimple on your forehead.
- Love yourself for who you are.
- Just because the opposite sex doesn’t seem to pay attention to you, doesn’t mean that you are not beautiful.
- Be flirty — it makes you feel good about yourself. Just try it
- Be open to new things and go for it! As it is always a good time if you want change.
- Be comfortable with yourself. This is you, after all. Plastic surgery doesn’t ultimately help self-esteem.
- Look everywhere around you, note all the happy couples you can see, are they all stick thin super models? Of course not. You don’t have to be a particular way to gain happiness!!
- Exercise! it makes you feel better about yourself as well as gives you more energy.
- Be yourself. It shows your own uniqueness, and what is better than that?
- Be confident about every aspect of yourself and your life!
- Smile! It’ll make you feel and look a lot happier!

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Dear Mr. Prime minister

I am a typical mouse from Mumbai. In the local train compartment which has capacity of 100 persons, I travel with 500 more mouse. Mouse at least squeak but we don’t even do that. Today I heard your speech. In which you said ‘NO BODY WOULD BE SPARED’. I would like to remind you that fourteen years has passed since serial bomb blast in Mumbai took place. Dawood was the main conspirator. Till today he is not caught. All our bolywood actors, our builders, our Gutka king meets him but your Government can not catch him. Reason is simple; all your ministers are hand in glove with him. If any attempt is made to catch him everybody will be exposed. Your statement ‘NOBODY WOULD BE SPARED’ is nothing but a cruel joke on this unfortunate people of India. Enough is enough. As such after seeing terrorist attack carried out by about a dozen young boys I realize that if same thing continues days are not away when terrorist will attack by air, destroy our nuclear reactor and there will be one more Hiroshima. We the people are left with only one mantra. Womb to Bomb to Tomb. You promised Mumbaikar Shanghai what you have given us is Jalianwala Baug. Today only your home minister resigned. What took you so long to kick out this joker? Only reason was that he was loyal to Gandhi family. Loyalty to Gandhi family is more important than blood of innocent people, isn’t it? I am born and bought up in Mumbai for last fifty eight years. Believe me corruption in Maharashtra is worse than that in Bihar. Look at all the politician, Sharad Pawar, Chagan Bhujbal, Narayan Rane, Bal Thackray , Gopinath Munde, Raj Thackray, Vilasrao Deshmukh all are rolling in money. Vilasrao Deshmukh is one of the worst Chief minister I have seen. His only business is to increase the FSI every other day, make money and send it to Delhi so Congress can fight next election. Now the clown has found new way and will increase FSI for fisherman so they can build concrete house right on sea shore. Next time terrorist can comfortably live in those house , enjoy the beauty of sea and then attack the Mumbai at their will. Recently I had to purchase house in Mumbai. I met about two dozen builders. Everybody wanted about 30% in black. A common person like me knows this and with all your intelligent agency & CBI you and your finance minister are not aware of it. Where all the black money goes? To the underworld isn’t it? Our politicians take help of these goondas to vacate people by force. I myself was victim of it. If you have time please come to me, I will tell you everything. If this has been land of fools, idiots then I would not have ever cared to write you this letter. Just see the tragedy, on one side we are reaching moon, people are so intelligent and on other side you politician has converted nectar into deadly poison. I am everything Hindu, Muslim, Christian, Schedule caste, OBC, Muslim OBC, Christian Schedule caste, Creamy Schedule caste only what I am not is INDIAN. You politician have raped every part of mother India by your policy of divide and rule. Take example of former president Abdul Kalam. Such a intelligent person, such a fine human being. You politician didn’t even spare him. Your party along with opposition joined the hands, because politician feels they are supreme and there is no place for good person. Dear Mr Prime minister you are one of the most intelligent person, most learned person. Just wake up, be a real SARDAR. First and foremost expose all selfish politician. Ask Swiss bank to give name of all Indian account holder. Give reins of CBI to independent agency. Let them find wolf among us. There will be political upheaval but that will better than dance of death which we are witnessing every day. Just give us ambient where we can work honestly and without fear. Let there be rule of law. Everything else will be taken care of. Choice is yours Mr. Prime Minister. Do you want to be lead by one person or you want to lead the nation of 100 Crore people?

- Prakash B. Bajaj

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